Am I Any Good?
by Kathryn Mockler
June 18, 2018
I remember when I got interested in creative writing, one of the thoughts that crossed my mind was—do I have any talent? This is common for many new writers. Feeling like they are not good enough or talented enough can sometimes stop new writers before they even get started.
I once had a friend ask me to read his poems, and after I gave him some feedback, he asked—Yeah, but am I any good? Is it worth it for me to pursue writing poetry? Obviously I couldn’t answer that question because whether or not someone devotes their life to writing is a completely personal decision.
The writing life is both exhilarating and brutal. You may write something you find so personally fulfilling, but when you share it with the world, the world may not see what you see, and this can be heartbreaking. Also if you are hoping to get published, then you have to deal with all of the rejection that goes along with that.
Really when you think about it too much—what fool would put themselves through all that? Well, me for one and maybe you too!
The best thing to do when we have a concern is to face it head on rather than letting it fester. So let’s go to that scary place.
Ask yourself—what will you do if you find out you’re not any good (whatever that means to you)? I know—it’s a terrifying thought.
But seriously what will you do if you find out that you are not any good at writing?
Will you stop? Will you give it up forever?
If your answer is YES—well—that settles that, doesn’t it?
But if your answer is NO—then what will you do about it?
While it may seem strange that I’m taking you to one of the darkest places in a writer’s mind, before we even begin—trust me there is a purpose.
As a writer there are going to be times when you feel like you are not any good. This can happen when you are blocked, or if you get a comment on your work that is particularly painful, or if you get a rejection, or if what you are trying to say is not landing on the page, or if you are just starting out.
So what we need to create here is our safety net—in the form of a personalized list of actions that you can refer to when you are feeling blocked or lost or uninspired or just not any good.
Write Your Safety Net List
Make list of at least 5-10 things you will do when you feel that you are not any good.
This list will give you concrete actions to take that will help "catch" you when you feel like you are falling.
Here are some things I do, when I feel this way.
So what will you do? Make your list in your notebook or journal or use this PDF Worksheet.
This post is from Week 1 of Introduction to Short Fiction, an online course for those new to fiction writing.
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